goshdarnit

was finally feeling better.
still swallowing pills. still gulping nyquils. still zombie-like.

got woken up at midnight by my housemate. something about the car.
groggily dragged myself outside. found out that somebody had smashed the side mirror.
sighed. went back to sleep.

got woken up again. phone call, early morning. it was the boss.
bad news.
i lost my job.


(.....)


ok, wtf, now i don't feel better anymore.