life, as is
i think it will be a while before i can revisit this blog again.
you know what i've learned so far in life?
that being a good guy doesn't help me any. that, of the mistakes i've made in my life, - and i've committed many - they are overwhelmingly because of my unbending faith and trust in people.
a very lethal mistake to begin with.
that i hate myself for being stubbornly honor-bound. that this code of conduct, this content of character which i cling to so steadfastly, now only brings me a world of trouble and hurt.
i'm nearing the point of giving up.
(....)
tomorrow shall commence the most humiliating, most humbling, and most painful days yet of my life.
i am so scared.
i beg i beg i beg for good wishes.
you know what i've learned so far in life?
that being a good guy doesn't help me any. that, of the mistakes i've made in my life, - and i've committed many - they are overwhelmingly because of my unbending faith and trust in people.
a very lethal mistake to begin with.
that i hate myself for being stubbornly honor-bound. that this code of conduct, this content of character which i cling to so steadfastly, now only brings me a world of trouble and hurt.
i'm nearing the point of giving up.
(....)
tomorrow shall commence the most humiliating, most humbling, and most painful days yet of my life.
i am so scared.
i beg i beg i beg for good wishes.
5 Comments:
sabar ya syamil... setiap dugaan ada hikmahnya... i always pray for your happiness... take care.. hope to see u soon..
betul tu. sabar bro.
-ur old MI 49009 friend-
-ford probe-
from my observation.. u have to take a big leap forward to change your attitude towards ..hmmm everything ..
..sorry seems tobe the hardest word ..elton john
betul tuu..setiap dugaan ada hikmah.. tapi kita misti ada usaha utk menghadapi dugaan supaya mendapat hikmah tersebut .. nothing personal .. just friendly reminder
awak, bila nak update blog ni? dah ok kan...??? babai!
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