exhaustion
today, i finally sent out a moving-out notification to the post office.
today. after a month of moving out. i kept wanting to, but kept delaying it and delaying it, for no earthly reason other than i'm just, well, ok, i'm lazy. it didn't take that much to do, now that i already did it. i had the form, and so all i needed to do was to fill it and mail it, and that's it. but i kept thinking that i have more important things to do, more headier stuff to worry about. which i do.
but, still, y'know.
i'm tired, i think. with life, with love, and everything else in between. to have a soul, to have a beating heart - life shouldn't be this exhausting, or as depressing.
today. after a month of moving out. i kept wanting to, but kept delaying it and delaying it, for no earthly reason other than i'm just, well, ok, i'm lazy. it didn't take that much to do, now that i already did it. i had the form, and so all i needed to do was to fill it and mail it, and that's it. but i kept thinking that i have more important things to do, more headier stuff to worry about. which i do.
but, still, y'know.
i'm tired, i think. with life, with love, and everything else in between. to have a soul, to have a beating heart - life shouldn't be this exhausting, or as depressing.
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