apology

i snapped at somebody the other day.

and now i regretted it.

i was asked *again* if i'm ever going home. then i got an earful of 'things aren't really THAT bad' and 'it's a test' and 'should really be thankful to God' and 'sendiri mau ingat la brother.'

sheeeshhhh...

of many people, i think i know more about how tough life is and how horrible it can get. i've fought many hardships, wept, lost, and died many times over, and i think i should be last person to be lectured on life.

i felt like a kid being chastised, and in the middle of my life being heartbreakingly sucky right now, i just lost my temper.

*sigh*

biarpun terlalu tersinggung - terlajak perahu boleh diundur...

...to whom this truly concerns, i am sooooo sorry. i am very very very sorry.

will you accept my apology?