cry
just when i thought life couldn't have possibly sunk any lower, it got even more horrific.
my life has turned so bad now, i really feel like crying...
my housemate, the pinoy, the cabinet door ghost (remember him?), quietly moved out of the apartment the other week. he informed us on sunday of his decision, and by friday he's gone. didn't even help us find somebody to replace him.
i'm very upset. i am very very pissed. i am even more pissed that the landlord already knew about this (the pinoy told him first) and my landlord didn't tell me. and i am incensed that my landlord let him moved out and abandoned us scott-free like that.
my other housemate's freaking out now. he already said he can't possibly pay more rent than he's paying now, so looks like - as always -i am going to have to be the good and responsible adult, and cover the rent and bills.
this housemate of mine is so freaked out about the heating bills that he practically turned off the heater in the apartment. i woke up two days ago shivering in utter frigidness - it's snowing outside, for god's sake! - and everytime i turned the heater up, he turned it back down. right now, i'm wretched with fever, and blinding headache pain. i've lost my appetite, and haven't eaten for days. i am i horrible horrible condition.
on top of that, kumari is lost for good. she's beyond repair now, being impounded even, and with all the costs of repair and tow bills and storage fees, i might as well buy another car.
only that i can't afford to, not without losing the apartment, and end up living under a bridge.
i've been borrowing my friend's car, and turned out his car has a $3000 outstanding traffic tickets unbeknownst to me, and the car got booted, and now my so-called friend demanded that i pay every single cent, like it's my fault, and he's taking no responsibility not a friggin' whit. he has seven hundred dollars of my money from a job i helped him three months back, and he refused to give them to me.
my god, i am in absolute nightmare right now.
i may have to quit my job, if this car situation keeps getting worse, and try get a job that doesn't involve driving, even if the pay's less. i'm reaching deep into my savings now, and any day now my account's going to be completely dry.
and these, among many, are some of the hell going on in my stupid stupid life.
*desperation*
i'm trying so hard not to cry...
my life has turned so bad now, i really feel like crying...
my housemate, the pinoy, the cabinet door ghost (remember him?), quietly moved out of the apartment the other week. he informed us on sunday of his decision, and by friday he's gone. didn't even help us find somebody to replace him.
i'm very upset. i am very very pissed. i am even more pissed that the landlord already knew about this (the pinoy told him first) and my landlord didn't tell me. and i am incensed that my landlord let him moved out and abandoned us scott-free like that.
my other housemate's freaking out now. he already said he can't possibly pay more rent than he's paying now, so looks like - as always -i am going to have to be the good and responsible adult, and cover the rent and bills.
this housemate of mine is so freaked out about the heating bills that he practically turned off the heater in the apartment. i woke up two days ago shivering in utter frigidness - it's snowing outside, for god's sake! - and everytime i turned the heater up, he turned it back down. right now, i'm wretched with fever, and blinding headache pain. i've lost my appetite, and haven't eaten for days. i am i horrible horrible condition.
on top of that, kumari is lost for good. she's beyond repair now, being impounded even, and with all the costs of repair and tow bills and storage fees, i might as well buy another car.
only that i can't afford to, not without losing the apartment, and end up living under a bridge.
i've been borrowing my friend's car, and turned out his car has a $3000 outstanding traffic tickets unbeknownst to me, and the car got booted, and now my so-called friend demanded that i pay every single cent, like it's my fault, and he's taking no responsibility not a friggin' whit. he has seven hundred dollars of my money from a job i helped him three months back, and he refused to give them to me.
my god, i am in absolute nightmare right now.
i may have to quit my job, if this car situation keeps getting worse, and try get a job that doesn't involve driving, even if the pay's less. i'm reaching deep into my savings now, and any day now my account's going to be completely dry.
and these, among many, are some of the hell going on in my stupid stupid life.
*desperation*
i'm trying so hard not to cry...
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