melayu

kenapa orang melayu ni mesti suka mengumpat? suka mengata? suka menyindir, mengeji, menghina, melaga-lagakan sesama manusia?

all my life i've known with great depth the nature of all sorts of people, but the malays just take the cake on this. seriously, what kind of a fucked-up genetic disorder in the asswipe evolution of the malays that made them turn into a hobby jeering and gossiping and rumor-mongering other people?? it's beyond embarrassing being a malay, i'll tell you that much.

some months ago a friend of mine was to go to iowa on a business matters. it would be a long drive, then a quick stop there, before coming back to chicago again. he wanted company, so he invited me to tag along, and i happily agreed. i just wanted to get out of the apartment for a change. besides, he refused to accept any gas and toll money from me. the trip was on him, he said. just having a company was enough.

this, remember, was months ago.

last night he found me, and asked if i'm pissed at him. i said, "what?"

he said that there were rumors skirting around that i am upset with him, coz apparently i paid for the iowa trip and i wasn't getting my money back. i said, "what???"

evidently for months now, behind my back, these bastard malays have been talking about what a flippin' cheapskate my friend is, and been rampantly rumoring about it on my dime. motherf-argghhhhhh, goddamned it i am so angry i swear to god i wanted to gouge their eyes out.

this, just like this, has been my life here in chicago. there are cliques of malays who seem to be at perpetual war with one another, and i sit in the middle, refusing to take sides. this is why i don't go out a lot to kenduri-kendara diorang. i hate it when people constantly badmouth each other, seeding gossips, ridiculing the other side with great glee.

i wished that they'd change. but, honestly, melayu being melayu... *sighhh*

damn it!! friggin assholes!